I used to be a big spender But now i'm gone be lucky if I even see December I just, lost my temper like a big spender Real big spender Like a, big spender, big spender Real real big spender Used to be dead broke Used to wear the same clothes Had a different color shirt for every day of the week This life ain't for the weak, or for the nimble Dribble down to court Yeah i'm living but, do I really know what for Everything ain't simple when you living with remorse I wish it could be different but i guess it ran its course Nothing to be forced I open up the doors and you walk right out of them Hopping off the porch like you never seen a gym 10 toes to the ground I just want the gold and the crown No royale I want the real life I just need some space she always asking what I feel like I say real nice But we both know that that's a lie She ask me to come over but my hands are tied Maybe I could make some time but do I want to I'm feeling fucking sick of all these hoops I have to jump through Nothing ever easy as a I want to I thought you were the one what has it come to I used to be a big spender But now i'm gone be lucky if I even see December I just, lost my temper like a big spender Like to, be the center of attention at all times Like a, big spender, real big spender Someone bring a cup of lean and lobster tail for dinner Hell yeah, yeah yeah, hell yeah, yeah yeah Like a, real big, real big spender hell yeah Lemme just take a minute to thank the mailman Look at my bank then at look at my face The only response is hell yeah So no man down round here If I eat then you eat That's my plan for the year And it's clear Yeah it's clear what I gotta do Big spender with attitude I'm thinking me and California might just be compatible Time to take my capitol and use it for my gain I wrote a thousand chapters in this book but ripped the page No it's not staged I bring the pain for my heart I've seen plenty days but the best is yet to start It feels like, Everyday I'm in the dark Walking up at 3 am to smoke in empty parks Hill n dale That's how I deal with vices I burn the pain away Don't care what the price is It's the icing on the cake for a long day I used to be a big spender But now i'm gone be lucky if I even see December I just, lost my temper like a big spender Like to, be the center of attention at all times Like a, big spender, real big spender Someone bring a cup of lean and lobster tail for dinner Hell yeah, yeah yeah, hell yeah, yeah yeah Like a, real big, real big spender hell yeah