Walking in the dark
It was little after twelve
When I met up with the devil
And he said he's bringing hell
Then I asked why
He said don't worry with his vast eye
Cause You gotta hit a low when you start rise
So just listen soon you'll be reminiscing
On your dreams of being a rapper and maybe finally fittin
But you'll find out
All the money that you having
It ain't gonna mean nothing cause for me happy don't always happen
Hundred-hundred-hundred numbers but no one to call up on my phone
No one to call and talk with when i'm feeling lone
But it's all good g I'm used to being on my own
All this loneliness but I keep on keepin my happy tone
Just to be filled up with emptiness
Used to see a meaning in life now i have nothing left
Just got a broken heart laying in my broken chest
I'm more sad then u stupid 12 year olds can describe with the word depressed
In my head there is this a voice speaking
Telling me to die and saying i have no meaning
Makes me cut myself and watch myself bleeding
Turns the pain from the cuts into some pleasing
Cause of him there's been a few tries at suicide
He tells me there's no light and I should try to die
He says life and death are two sides to find
I done blocked him out my head cause i know my voice is who's right
But no it's not really worth it
But that don't mean i can find my purpose
But no these demons won't stop lurkin
But no
I'm just reminiscing
On my life
Feel the knife
I'm not fine
Load the nine
No more time
For this life
And this smile
Isn't mine
It's alright
Feelings outta sight
But I might
Take my life
Make it right
Say good night
Yeah I'm outta sight
On my life
Feel the knife
I'm not fine
Load the nine
No more time
For this life
And this smile
Isn't mine
It's alright
Feelings outta sight
But I might
Take my life
Make it right
Say good night
Yeah i'm outta sight
I'm just
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Yeah I'm just reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Yeah I'm just reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Yeah I'm just reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Reminiscing
Yeah I'm just reminiscing