If I could silence the words in my head, would I find solace instead If I could silence the words in my head, would I find solace instead Truth is violent, I'm inside it When I try it makes me nauseous Dragging me down, drag, dragging me down I don't feel okay Medicate me, overtake me I'm better off suffocating Bury me now, dig, bury me now When did I get so sick All you conceived in me, failed in the end When broken is damaged again I should've warned you, I lie through my teeth I can't do a single thing Nothing I think of will change how I feel When broken is damaged again When did this happen, How did I get here Do I really belong Do I really belong From above the world, I still feel so small Climb the tallest tree just to fall back down Back down I can rise above this, I just don't know how I'm worth more than I know, I need help Please help My mind is just a war to me, no one ever wins My mind has control of me, I'll feel better in the end My mind is just a war to me, no one ever wins My mind has control of me, I'll feel better in the end My life's not over yet but I feel my heart's about to stop My life's not over yet, this is my chance to fix what's left It gets harder everyday but I'm still awake Through the darkest hour, I will lend my spirit I've been through the shadows and through the depths Through the darkest hour, I will be your light Making our way forward for a better life I can rise above this, I just don't know how I'm worth more than I know, I need help All you conceived in me, failed in the end When broken is damaged again I should've warned you, I lie through my teeth I can't do a single thing