Last year I grew partially, a bit harshly, but I needed a harder me
No one notice or watching me
Gon' be frightening when I'm finally allowed to speak
Keep your mouth shut, I got the loudest speech
Don't try to reach out when I'm working 'cause I'm out of reach
Never spending any time at beach
The vacation only come after the work is complete
I don't need the coronavirus to lock me down
I been sick with the pen, eversince did not leave town
Moving according to plan, discarded parties and friends
It's not a pandemic that will stop me now
Took a break from my passion, I had to pick up some money
So I could reinvest it to quicken the journey
All these rappers spending overwhelming budgets
However forget the product meaning they selling nothin'
So the wind blows and these rappers a breeze
Time passes and you ask if anyone ever seen
This is the reason why my day to day is full of stress and belief
All the tasks to achieve so success isn't brief
Exponential curve to infinity
The thirst never quench like a person in a bench waiting
The longer it takes, the harder it aches
The more you enrage, the pain's accentuating
Is there another life's costumer support service
I been sending prayers but no report surges
Maybe a wrong receiver or my dome is either
Not connected or maybe is for wrong reason
Maybe I'm just lacking a certain season
But I wonder what is next in this hurdles' sequence
Will I finally be able to rebirth the freedom
Or will another venture come disturb the system
Last year I grew partially, a bit harshly, but I needed a harder me
No one notice or watching me
Gon' be frightening when I'm finally allowed to speak
Keep your mouth shut, I got the loudest speech
Don't try to reach out when I'm working 'cause I'm out of reach
Never spending any time at beach
The vacation only come after the work is complete