It feels like I fell off
I ask myself, If I wasn't doing this music
Would I be better off or we'll off
My biggest enemy's my inner me
Paranoid by this anxiety
That's living inside of me
But I'll always show y'all the best side of me
I'm tethered to this dream
It's like this shit is tied to me
They told me that I can't do this
Its unrealistic, unattainable
But I always figured that they'd try to lie to me
Its a new decade, new era
My vision couldn't be any clearer
I'm coming up and I'm striking with terror
I ain't living in the past
My futures coming hella fast
The presents a bitch
It hurts but Imma let it pass
Like the blunts with the homies
If y'all think I'll ever stop
Then you don't truly know me
Won't let you all control me
I can't be mediocre
I'm tryna ride in Chauffeurs
Mom thinks I'll be forty with nothing to show for
Nothing to show her
Well I'm finna show her
All her hard work paid off
Them bills will get paid off by me
Make up for all the shit she couldn't buy me
Born and raised a refugee
Momma held it down she kept it G
Lord knows my momma tried
While battling her own demons inside
Uneducated single mother of five
Yah we barely survived
Yet we made it alive
Yah we switched up the tides
Cause' I should not be alive
See, this is God's test for me
Now it's my testimony
To make sure I don't switch up once I tasted money
And If I do Imma ask that he takes it from me
And If I do Imma ask that he takes it from me
This the devils industry
Full of devils in da' streets
The same guy to pop a cap in me
You'd think was feelin' me
(Let me tell you)
I ain't tryna be a one hit wonder
I won't get slept on, I won't let y'all slumber
(Let me tell you)
I'ma keep dropping hits after hits every summer
I drop singles on you like its thunder
My time is near
2020 is my year
Let me make this clear
I'm locking down on this career for real
Don't talk to me unless we talking business and statistics
I got obstacles I'm tryna murder on my hit list
I'm a hit man, I'm making hits man
Watching rhythm and flow
I'm taking tips man, from Tip, man
You either with me or against me
You better pick man
If you don't fuck with my shit don't worry
I won't trip man
I don't do that no more
Numbers going up, but I need more
In five years top I'll be selling out tours
I ain't a sell out
But I want my shows to sell out
Tryna be stuck in your mind like Jordan peels' get out
I cook this music out from nothing like its alchemy
I suggest these labels start looking out for me
I don't practice writing and flow
I just write and let it flow
I don't overwrite the beat
I just write it slow
I don't override the beat
I just ride it slow
This shit natural to me
That's my work flow
I wrote this song just off the raw sample
No drum loops or melody, just raw samples
A glimpse of my creative mind for example
I'm on my hustle and my grind, that's what I stand for
When I think back a lot of people made an impact
Like James Ko, who wants me to succeed like Bezos
Shout out to all my big bro's
Who kept me going
And taught me to pursue my big dreams and big goals
So fuck until my idols are my rivals
Imma take my idols titles
Put that on my mom, Put that on the bible
This that new wave, and I ain't talking tidal
I work hard for my shit, I was never born entitled
Engineer producer solo artist, that's a triple threat
Imma break the fucking internet
And once I break into this industry, Imma be a major threat
I'm hungry dawg, so what the fuck you expect
And to the visionaries
They hate us cause they ain't us
Bunch of assholes mad we bout to be famous
I can't allow myself to die nameless
I shoot my goals up high
While y'all shoot yours so aimless
I ain't a priest, I don't fit into the mass
Born to be different, fuck permission, I ain't gotta ask
Y'all put the less in hopeless
Y'all better fucking quote this
When you give up too soon
You'll never know what hope is
Its written in the stars that Imma be a star
Don't let other people tell you who the fuck you are
Didn't listen to nobody and made it this far
Cause' deep down you truly know who you are
(Let me tell you)
And you a star, you star (you a star)
Yah, you a star, you a star (you a star)
You a star, you a star man (you a star man)
You a star you a star (you a star)
To my younger self
(Let me tell you)
I'm proud of you and how far you came along
And to my future self
(Let me tell you)
I'm catching up