The ideal used to feel attainable The ideal feels like it can't get high enough From down here it judges me Detached, look up as it looks down on me It's my enemy That'll never be me Hard now I see Hard to escape my reality It's my enemy That'll never be me Hard now I see Hard to escape my reality How do you feel when you're just sitting there Feeling vulnerable and like you're not enough From down here, it judges me Detached, look up as it looks down on me It's my enemy That'll never be me Hard now I see Hard to escape my reality It's my enemy That'll never be me Hard now I see Hard to escape my reality