I don't know how to feel When I take another pill I don't know what's real Why the fuck i'm still here I'm still alive, to suffer the pain Social anxiety making me faint She knows my name, i sense the shame Blood from my heart, leaks in the rain If love is blind, then why do i see you? Why do i need you? why do i feel you? I'm desperately tryna repair everything But she never gave a fuck about me Girl so evil She could make the devil cry I don't understand Why i can't get you out of my mind It ain't easy It ain't easy at all