Fucked up
Fucked up
And it's pretty incredible how often those things intersect
Beauty and sadness
Sometimes I feel like it's over
The life I had built- I had to take it apart
It's just begun
Sometimes we just
Sometimes I wish I could just
Sometimes
Sometimes I want to heal the entire world
But sometimes I wonder
Sometimes
I wonder if anybody would ever love me
If everybody could see I'm neurotic, erratic, and fucked up
Spent half a decade and pretty penny on ganja
As if depression could just be undone
It was dumb luck that I won ya over
And I shoulda just got sober
That's what the fuck I owed ya
But I never just let go of my hold on my comfort zone
Nah, I thought I told ya
Robby probably be forever melancholy
And if you betting on me
Then it better be that I'mma beat up my mind
Extended periods of time, but I'mma be
Fine
That's what they tell ya
Who truly wanna uncover what ails ya
They was just worried bout paraphernalia
And there in's the salient error
Parents prepare ya the best that they can for the terrible ways of the world
And you learn how to fake what the world has tainted, in your face when it hurts
The exterior never reveals what a lyrical tell ya
I miss you
But sometimes
Sometimes I really fuckin miss you
In ways that are beyond my control
Sometimes I wish I could just forget you
Sometimes we just got to learn to let go
You know
I know that, but that uncertainty
It's still scary
Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing it all wrong
I wish I could start all over again
Totally lost
Sometimes
I feel like I could love anybody
Because everybody is wounded and foolish and fucked up
Who among us is above us
Young, dumb, with some humble bucks to my bank account
Took the angsty route, and I'm wanderlust
I wonder what all the pain about
And why what bring it out keep the karma comin
It's in all of us, and I don't know of a one-stop-shop where you can rise above it
It feel like you got to tough it out
And try not to allow it to all come out when you are in public
Like you got a budget for the trauma
It come off as drama, doesn't it
So they either shun or try to buy it from us
For a dime a dozen, like a life is nothin but a product for profit
Then there are those who promise they aren't gonna judge ya
I been there before, and although it's an honorable concept
We all gonna judge one another
But that's not the problem, is it
It's the fear that the love is missing
And the fact that it causes schisms in common interests
Constantly dodging conflict or in it
And you cannot drop your guard for an instant
Not one time
But sometimes
I feel like I'm the only one
Our only wish is someone would just listen
Sometimes I wish I could listen to myself
Just one time
Everyone is going through their own struggle
And people are so focused on their own struggles
They don't notice that everyone's hurting
And I think that's what we need to do
To help everybody feel better
Remind others of their strength
As others have reminded me