The homies stuck, but they don't even wanna open up
I can see we all need a hug
But all we hold is blunts
Points disjointed; I'm lookin to fill the hole I dug
I sobered up and now I'm lonely as fuck
Fuck
The cold it cuts, wind blowin, sung as Thelonius Monk
Holed up in my room, makin music for no one but us
Become accustomed to doin work no one cares about
Least my parents proud of their heir
Cuz I'm their only one
Life's a ferris wheel- fair, I doubt it
But don't be upset
The Nowhere Man keeps his peepers closed and cochlea plugged
Selective perception get you through what you don't wanna tough
Ten toes touchin like Tof
I sense it's only the start
Art is holy, but they told me to stop
Anxiety dialing me, I though my phone was turned off
Oh, it's the plug
Shit, I know I should block him, but is that over the top?
How can I be whole when I'm the one who broke my own trust?
Loose control of my thoughts
The moment I become conscious that self-control is my job
And these coordinates the only hope of home when I'm lost
But they been holdin me back
Like the ghosts of my past
We only know what we're taught
And these tethers are tight
The tension in the air is high, I'm expectin a fight
Tired of measuring my might by my will
Will it ever suffice?
Well it might
End of the night, all that matters is I get up and try
Creating is defiance of the void
I know it's the only option