There so many days im just feeling this pain
And all these bad thoughts that are just up in my brain
And sometimes i still feel so alone
There so many people i just feel ive outgrown
There so much shit goin on in my head
Some of these days feel like i should be dead
All i can see is this blood red
I can't even lay in my own bed
So many thoughts spin through my mind
And i can't even tell the time (no)
I can not even see straight
Cause all these drugs they fuckin laced (yeah)
I dont really know where the fuck im gonna go
Cause man my heart it feelin so dam cold
And i really hate myself
Some days i am takin out my own health
Put so many scars up on my fuckin wrist
Cause not even i give a shit (yeah)
I dont know where the fuck im gonna go
Cause my heart it feelin so dam cold (yeah)
Somedays feel like im gonna die
I can't even look up to the sky
Cause very soon i will be there
My end is so fuckin near
I know that im bout to die
I be gettin way to high
And so many people hate me
No one wanna see me free
There so much shit goin on in my head
Some of these days feel like i should be dead
All i can see is this blood red
I can't even lay in my own bed
So many thoughts spin through my mind
And i can't even tell the time (no)
I can not even see straight
Cause all these drugs they fuckin laced (yeah)
I just feel like im gonna die
And honestly i-i dont really even know why
But i just feel so much pain and
Honestly it dont ever go away