This December I don't want to remember
All of the things that keep me up at night
Throw me all your judgment
I know they are abundant
What if I suck but am still willing to fight?
This December I don't want to remember
All of the things that keep me up at night
At the party
Sipping on Bacardi
Feeling the worst
When the bass is gonna drop
Think you know I'm a downer
But if you spill your drink
I'm the one who brings the mop
No idea of what's to come
But I feel safe when I am numb
Umm
No idea, where we will be
But I'm reassured
When you set me free
I miss playing sports that need me
To get out of bed
So tired of all this back and forth
Tennis in my head
I miss playing sports that need me
To get out of bed
So tired of all this back and forth
Tennis in my head
My urge to commander
Has rendered me abandoned
Where are all my friends?
There's no way to get to them
Staying still
When we should've run
All this fun put my head
To a toy gun
No idea of what's to come
But I feel safe when I am numb
No idea where we will be
No idea where we will be
This December I don't want to remember
All of the things that keep me up at night
Throw me all your judgment
I know they are abundant
What if I suck
But am still willing to fight?
This December I don't want to remember
All of the things that keep me up at night
Don't want to remember all of the things that keep me up at night
Don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
Don't want to remember
I don't want to remember