The date is December 9th, 2021
I feel like everything's changed but nothing's really changed
It's crazy
Yo, this is everything I wanted
Knowing where I'm headed
Get it, never flaunt it
Don't be awkward in my mentions
Talk to me like Socrates, philosophy and questions
I'm just tryna be my best 'cause to myself I'm never second
What you doing, who you know combined is politics
This a cold world and I'm getting sick of all of it
All of this a crock a shit
Drop a hit and watch it dip
Short-term gain, long-term loss of confidence
I don't wanna do it, but I know I have to
Truly makes me happy, other half of me is acting
I can tell you all about me, indecisive with a passion
Into writing every night until they throw me in the casket
R.I.P to the dreams I wasn't chasing
R.I.P guillotine my body aching
R.I.P to my girl we could've made it
Now all I see is a world with complications
I hate it
(And R.I.P to one of my closest friends, rest easy man)
(We'll meet up soon)
Yo, coming back in
Wonder what I'm stacking
Went and got some money, put the hundreds on the mattress
Now we touring out in Paris and these honeys started flashing
My reaction is a mix between "I'm cooling" and "I'm smashing"
I need love inside my life but not before I have my fun though
You know I'm 'bout to buy a crib, I got the funds though
Can't do commitment anymore, I'm feeling cutthroat
Not because I wanna be, I'm sorry but you must know
That I am not the same, guy, but at the same time
I have never switched up on anyone, I can't lie
And if you think that its a fallacy then we won't play nice
I should lose my cool but recently I got a tame mind
No more overthinking, no more second guessing