(Underwood)
I
I mean, I seriously can't tell you the last time I actually felt like myself
They're confusing, I'm a nuisance
Yeah, huge hit feeling useless
Trip to the bathroom, look in the mirror, hey, yo
Wait a minute, bro who's this?
I don't even know myself, call it dissociation
No one else wants to help me through my phases
Pain I felt, dissipating when I'm faded
I'm just dissociating
I hate it
They be talking to me like I'm really faking
I forget myself like almost every day
It's easy just to walk away from everything that I've created
Hear myself up on a radio, I'm convinced it's not me
People talk about me and they put me in they top three
See my name in articles, it's hard to offer comprehension
I can't even talk about these interviews another second, yeah
I'm feeling really different, yeah
I can't even tell you who I was
When all I knew back then was reminiscing, yeah
Think I lost myself when I was losing vision
Blurry image of the past, lot of views on the future
'Bout to get a pack like the cards in a booster
I cannot react to the clothes in my closet any longer
I regret ever being a consumer, 'cause
They're confusing (confusing), I'm a nuisance (I'm a nuisance)
Yeah, huge hit feeling useless (useless)
Trip to the bathroom, look in the mirror, hey, yo
Wait a minute, bro who's this?
I don't even know myself, call it dissociation
No one else wants to help me through my phases
Pain I felt, dissipating when I'm faded (when I'm faded)
I'm just dissociating
A little too much (much), gotta calm down (down)
No more drugs in my system for now
But I know it won't last, mind is fragile like glass
I just need a little bit to help the nonsense pass
I mean (I mean)
Maybe that is what I'm drawn to
But you don't ever let me call you (call you)
Plans made always fall through
Guess I'ma fall too