I dont even know who the fuck i am anymore I read that text 4am and my phone hit the floor You messaged me recently Saying you like all my music And how your so proud of me Like "how do you do this?" You never showed an interest before So surely you're not on your bullshit Or atleast so i thought So we called for two hours I showed you all my songs It went good and not sour So i assumed somethings wrong Wont you just tell me what the problem is Tell me all your issues Saying that its me Im guarenteeing that its just you I was doing fine Before you came into my life Now u fucked it all up With those u up texts at night But ive been here before Now its 4am Im staring at my wall Im just laying in bed Wishing i was dead Cause everything you said Stays inside my head