Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be
I know they watch at night from the end of the street
I hope she lives this life though we never will meet
I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me
It's just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead
Can't swim can't fly so you live in between
Will it be alright at a thousand degrees
Those hands still grab what they can't even see
Lately, I been feeling really masculine
I want boobs, want to feel up on the baddest chick
Being honest, I don't wanna be with average
Is that a standard or an ego that I battle with
I can't tell, baby you know that I'm adamant
I meant well, so I don't know why you're mad at it
My brother's in jail no my father wasn't having it
Kicked him out, now he living with a crowd of kids
People are evil, that much I've learned
My mother hates how I bear her curse
She loves me a lot but she hits me the worst
Imma free my siblings, hope they're not hurt
First beating I remember from my father
Was when I came home from school and I ain't say hi to stepmother
Now my brother undercover acting like he really loved her
And she told me pack my bags, delete my Facebook; don't tell others
So I took my clothes and I packed them
She says don't you pack the clothes that I bagged bruh
I thought she meant to leave the clothes that she got us
So I packed the shit I came with and dad bruh
That nigga walked in like why'd you lie on her
Said she told me pack my shit cause I ain't say hi to her
Then she said "I never said that"
Like what you mean you never said that?
I got beat that day
For something I ain't say
Now I'm older yay
And I got shit to say
I got beat that day
For something I ain't say
Now I'm older yay
And I got shit to say
Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be
I know they watch at night from the end of the street
I hope she lives this life though we never will meet
I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me
It's just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead
Can't swim can't fly so you live in between
Will it be alright at a thousand degrees
Those hands still grab what they can't even see