I've said it before And I'm ready to tell it again In my lowest moments I'm my own best friend I want to connect With the people around me The people that doubt me But being in a loud scene With the crowd screaming around me Is totally overwhelming To the point where I feel I'm drowning The sea and the fear surround me The cheers are bringing me down deep But now the crowning glory Is how the crowd applaud me Applause resounding all around The sound is out of the ordinary Kind of like my personality 'Til I learned it wasn't a tragedy These mannerisms and Danielisms Are things that make me actually me An atom within the matter That's spanning the seas And planets and galaxies And that isn't an allegory We're all composed of energy And it means The planet's a can of beans With infinite different varieties So why me and V seen As a difficult bit of society? Nah, fuck that We're the facets in the diamond While you're on the mountain shouting You can't see the fact we're climbing Me I'm living with autism And all the world's a stage For which I never auditioned Me I'm living with autism My brain plays a syncopated Change of pace to your rhythm I'm living with autism And these bars formed the cells Of my mental prison 'Til I saw I didn't need to be forgiven For being me And living with autism Me I'm living with autism And all the world's a stage For which I never auditioned Me I'm living with autism My brain plays a syncopated Change of pace to your rhythm I'm living with autism And these bars formed the cells Of my mental prison 'Til I saw I didn't need to be forgiven For being me And living with autism