You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but
You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but
That's okay
I changed my mind, I don't need you
You piss me off when I see you
So here's a little letter dear you
I hope you like being left in the rearview
I'm not better just know that I tried
And if you hate me, just know that it's fine
'Cause I hate me too there's no need to lie
I couldn't keep you around, I had to leave you behind
So goodbye and farewell
I think I'll see you again
Somewhere down there in hell
I hope you pray for me now
I hope you pray for my health
I know you hate me but I hope you're wishing me well
I hate you now but I loved you
You say that it's not true
I put no one above you
Where no one could touch you
It's true that I loved you
But now it's just fuck you
I might go and find somebody else just know that it's not you
(Yeah, know that it's not you)
(Just know that I loved you)
(And now it's just fuck you)
(You'd think I'd be better by now)
(But I breakdown knowing that you're never around)
(My hands still shake when I'm going about my day)
(Don't think that I'll ever calm down but)
You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but
You'd think I'd be better by now
But I breakdown knowing that you're never around
My hands still shake when I'm going about my day
Don't think that I'll ever calm down but
That's okay