I been tryna fight it (Fight)
But no, I'm not a fighter (Fighter)
I been tryna hide it (Hide)
Cause I can't fight with fire (Fire)
I know you think just like me (Like)
I'm sorry but I'm trying (Trying)
Really wanting some love, really wanting some money
I don't know what I desire in my life
Long story short living short story
Of boy a burning in a building with four stories
My head is a tower of feelings and regrets
Been blaming my ego etcetera, but instead
I should blame myself for the things that was said and just move on
But I can't move on
Don't know the point of this life or the neutrons
Tryna' get the lettuce, while I'm dodging all the croutons
I been tryna fight it
But no, I'm not a fighter
I been tryna hide it
Cause I can't fight with fire
I know you think just like me
I'm sorry but I'm trying
Really wanting some love, really wanting some money
I don't know what I desire in my life
Ayo remember me?
All the terms you rarely meet
You could say you help me, but rarely are you helping me
Calling you my friend but my friend is what barely be
I can even barely see
How on earth you there for me
If I was on a bridge
Contemplating what I am
Talking bout I'm so pathetic that nobody needs here
You'd probably laugh at my cries and not take me serious
As a joke you'd say to jump and if I jumped
You'll be like uh you'll be like wow you'll be like dang I guess it is what it is
Pissing on my grave and then be crying to my peers
Saying it's okay cause you feel like you was always there
Lying to my fam' and then say life ain't always fair
I hate you, I hate you
I wish l that I could make you
Care about my feelings and be something that you're grateful for
I need to change the course of my GPS dawg
A mans bestfriend was not really my dawg