Under streetlights, I was sneaking I was loking for the thunder You could feel my heavy breathing While I was drowning, going under I'm still hiding from my shadows Smiling on the wall I am screaming on the inside But there's no escape at all There's a virus in my veins I can't keep these hands from shaking Living in my private hell With this virus in my veins I tried to stop me, tried to tame me Ignore the voice inside my head Still my mind is like a prison Locked away until I'm dead I'm still hiding from my shadows Smiling on the wall I am screaming on the inside But there's no escape at all There's a virus in my veins I can't keep these hands from shaking Living in my private hell With this virus in my veins