You made your bed
Now, lay in it
My sheets tucked in
Hide the pain under
The weighted blanket
Im hiding in
From the darkness
You would not believe your eyes
If everything that you ever loved died
Im afraid of what lies without nightlights
I pretend it doesnt bother me and
I'm so unimpressed
I've been working on getting closer to my own death
She think that love is fucking choking on her neck
I think that love is hitting me like drug effects
Take another dose, im thinking
Maybe im just too high
Heart lost in the moonlight
I can feel the hateful eyes on me
I dont wanna look down below me
So stand up
You aint fighting on your own
Put your hands up
For the friends that you call home
Through the dead grass
Where the life sucked from the rose
Made a bet back to myself
Never let it go
And ill never die imma stay alive through the sound
Petrified, i cant move a muscle from the couch
Everytime i been feeling up you bring me down
And when i think i got thick skin you bleed me out
You made your bed
Now, lay in it
My sheets tucked in
Hide the pain under
The weighted blanket
Im hiding in
From the darkness
I'm so unimpressed
I've been working on getting closer to my own death
She think that love is fucking choking on her neck
I think that love is hitting me like drug effects
Take another dose, im thinking
Maybe im just too high
Heart lost in the moonlight
I can feel the hateful eyes on me
I dont wanna look down below me