Pick up the phone, you see that I'm calling You know I know that you're falling This is the last day I'll spend on this Earth If you need me, on the floor I'll be sprawling The scars that you gave me are burned in my brain The devil, he works in mysterious ways And I know for sure that I see him in you I think he's the reason for all that you do Like all the abuse That you put me through You paralyzed me, I don't think I can move You took my life and you ripped it in two The trauma I live with, but I didn't choose I felt things I shouldn't have felt at that age Like in my own house, but I couldn't be saved Like looking at you only filled me with rage And you were the reason I knew how to hate But you're my sister You know I love you, but don't get it twisted I know forever we'll always be distant The piece of my soul that'll always be missing I know that it's missing You're hating me, so as long as I'm living I can't look at my friends in the face When talking 'bout you, and that's something I live with But that's what you wanted, right? I know you'd be happy if I took my life I'm sorry to say that I already tried If you could be there on the night that I die You'd probably say that you'd do it yourself You'd drown me again while I scream and I yell 'Cause bruising and cutting the flesh from my skin Wasn't enough so you put me through hell Why do you want to hurt me? It's all my fault