Do you ever get sad for no reason? If I died now, would you believe it? I spent the last days sitting in my room I don't feel OK and I mean it But you wouldn't care much, would you? And I care too much, who knew? That I hate myself and I'd kill me, too If I didn't have so much to lose And I'll sit wearing my room I don't even care much about myself So why would I care about you? I know it's hard to hear the truth But I'm selfish, I can't help it I'm not everything I make out to be and I know I can't let go of my pride, it's all I know It's why nobody ever gets close And I don't know why I cry when I'm alone It's why nobody ever gets close Wait a minute Said that we're gone, don't forget it I can't realise what it is I'm missing But I love it, who am I kidding? Who are you? To tell me if I'm right When I'm anxious, it's a lie I won't answer, please don't try Do you ever get sad for no reason? If I died now, would you believe it? I spent the last days sitting in my room I don't feel OK and I mean it But you wouldn't care much, would you? And I care too much, who knew? That I hate myself and I'd kill me, too If I didn't have so much to lose