Laying down inside my coffin I used to never cry so often Breaking down, my body's rotting Watch me break down into nothing Oh, I've been down just not like this This is everything that you have missed I won't be coming back 'cause you're a bitch I hope he makes you happy like I did I'm sick of the hiding tears on my good days Tired of bad nights giving me heartache I'm sick of the thoughts of you in my headspace Remember the last time we kissed in my driveway I wish that I could just go away My mind is stuck on a better place So I guess I'll hold on for better days Oh I've been down just not like this Wish that I could make you happy just for a bit (Just for a bit, just for a bit) So here's all the things you missed I've watched these walls cave in and fall Blend with the ash from my menthols In a little city, almost as pretty As the girl who pushed me in this hole And as I stare up at this hill Broke my crown and lost my Jill And maybe this time I could change your mind Before the rest begins to spill Away I'll be gone by the morning I won't stay forever So good luck, hope you enjoy your mistake Oh, I've been down just not like this This is everything that you have missed I won't be coming back 'cause you're a bitch I hope he makes you happy like I did I'll be gone by the morning I won't stay forever So good luck, hope you enjoy your mistake