-Vchenay
Fading away
From here
Sometimes I close my eyes and try to disappear
Take me away
From everything that is hurting me
Can anyone help me get my life back
-Flawless
Her name was Kelly
She was living next door to me
A pretty little girl from time to time would try to talk to me
Said she love music and would always sing a song to me
Could see her daily sitting by the window she be calling me
She told me that she was a fan I cant believe
She's living next to Flawless so I gave her some CDs
Was always nice to her she was only 15 and I could tell she had a crush and told it to me was a dream
But
Then I started wandering if I was new
To the fact i've never seen her leave her house and go to school
Never seen her outside and I dont know if this is true
But thinking back i've never even seen her leave her room
It was clear I doing tours across the country and i'm never here
So to adress the situation isnt really fair
And the last time I tried to leave she was really scared
Dont know what she fears but she says she is
-Vchenay
Fading away
From here
Sometimes I close my eyes and try to disappear
Take me away
From everything that is hurting me
Can anyone help me get my life back
-Flawless
Was on the road and if I had a little time
I'd respond to all the email she was sending me online
Would always check on how she doing at the moment it was fine
Untill I got a message that will never sit right in my mind
It read
"Dear Flawless
I hope you doing well
But I am in alot of trouble and I dont know who to tell
I know i'm gonna lose it if I dont get any help
I think I wanna end it all this life i'm living is a Hell
Please I need to find a way out I hope you'll write back
I know you're propably busy but you said you'd always write back
You said that to my friend I love you I dont even like Rap
But I need somebody that will help me get my life back"
I sat back not really knowing what to say
I got to get her help to show her there is a different way
I went to write her back but right before I clicked away
I realised she had plenty more to say Fading away
-Vchenay
Fading away
From here
Sometimes I close my eyes and try to disappear
Take me away
From everything that is hurting me
Can anyone help me get my life back
Get my life back
Help me get my life back
Get my life back
Help me get my life back
-Flawless
All this weeks are flying by
Even though I try
To stay in touch it's really busy when you are on the other side
I started thinking Kelly and I felt it all inside
She was probably leaving emails and I never had replied and behind
Want to read the all in order but was blind
The second I saw the pain she was spilling with every line
Then I saw the latest message sent and it caught my eye
Bold letters
Seeing that the title saying 'GOODBYE" and it read
"Dear Flawless
Since you wont respond
I guess you dont understand what's really going on
2 years ago a change in my father and my mom
Split ways now she got somebody strange around her arms and mind
In the middle of the night
He awakes me
Takes me by his filthy hands and then makes me
I tried to tell my mother but she told I was crazy
And don't want to see her happy wish my daddy would come save me
What makes it worse is that he never was protected
Injected a part of him and now I know i'm pregnant
I don't have any friends this life is not what I expected
Got my self kicked out of school cuz I get bullied every second
I had this need to send you all this emails that I wrote
Foolish of me to think you wouldn't take this as a joke
I'm only 15 and always had a little hope
But now I see my life is over and there is no other way to cope
What I am really trying to say
I wish that I could stay
Talking to you used to me my favorite part of every day
But i am sick of waiting for someone to come and save the day
So it's time to let go and let God come and take me away"
-Vchenay
Fading away
From here
Sometimes I close my eyes and try to disappear