Why the fuck do I feel this way?
Always searching for the words to say
Cursed thoughts, day after day
Is it me? Am I going insane?
Darkness closes in
I'm losing hope, I feel it within
Darkness breathes down my neck
I'm losing hope, nowhere to go
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Worn down and losing ground
I'm lost and can't be found
Tossing, turning, back and forth
I don't know who I am anymore
This was always meant to be
And I will never feel free
I will never feel free
Fuck, what is real?
Don't tell me how to feel
How can I deal?
Just tell me how to heal
Fuck, what is real?
How can I deal?
Just tell me how to heal
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Worn down and losing ground
I'm lost and can't be found
Tossing, turning, back and forth
I don't know who I am anymore
This was always meant to be
And I will never feel free
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Going through the motions, I've never felt so dead
The world will never miss me, always one step ahead
Clouded judgment resides within
Not even half the man I should have been
There is no point in living a lie
My beating heart, just let it die
Just let it die
Who am I running from?
I'm scared to do this on my own
Worn down and losing ground
I'm lost and can't be found
Tossing, turning, back and forth
I don't know who I am anymore
This was always meant to be
And I will never feel free
I will never feel free
What? What?