Oh what a mess I'm in These controversial conversations Inside of my head My walls are caving in The suffocation starts again And I won't pretend that I am sane Who cares about me anyway? Time's fading And I'm spending All my nights contemplating And I'm letting things get me Down to my point of breaking Am I somewhere on the upswing yet? These complications got me losing control I feel so burnt out Is this all my life consists Or is there more for me If peeking through The looking glass of life is overdue I'm seconds away from Burning down what's left to burn It's time to lull this curse 'Cause Time's fading And I'm spending All my nights contemplating And I'm letting things get me Down to my point of breaking Am I somewhere on the upswing yet? These complications got me losing control I feel so burnt out Voids and silence Lingering pain combined with The fact that I feel like I'm useless Control means everything But I can barely find the strength to breathe I've given up everything Just to find some ground to plant my feet Time's fading And I'm spending All my nights contemplating And I'm letting things get me Down to my point of breaking Am I somewhere on the upswing yet? These complications got me losing control I feel so burnt out