You ran away from your anguish.
I cannot believe what I am seeing.
You'd run away from yourself, away from yourself.
I've been raised to be, just another pawn in this world.
Full of hate, full of shame and guilt.
I swear I've been told I'm different.
But have I proved it? Have I proved it?
No, not yet. So I'll scream until my lungs, collapse.
Don't you say you'll beg.
To break the spine that you wish you had.
I'll take control cause I'm sick of bleeding.
For everything that I hate, I'm needing.
I hate this life!
I swear I'll break my neck, 'cause I'm sick of bleeding.
My blood clots with a black ice freezing.
Memories too hard to see, I've lost control of me!
I'm lost, it's not what you thought.
You thought you would sail through this life,
But it's never that easy.
It's not what you thought.
You thought you would sail through this life,
But it's never that easy.
You've burned your bridges, there's no one else to blame.
You've got nobody else to blame, no one to blame.
Nobody else to blame, nobody else to blame.
You take this for granted, you take this all for granted.
Some months ago I came to terms with my worst fears.
So I got my nose pierced. Fuck I've wasted three years.
But now it seems I'm an addict, so I'll sit up in my attic screaming.
Fuck the world I've had it!
Some months ago I came to terms with my worst fears.
So I got my nose pierced. Fuck three years.
But now it seems I'm an addict, but I've had it!
Some months ago I came to terms with my worst fears.
So I got my nose pierced. I've wasted three years.
But now it seems I'm an addict.
So wake me up, when you know, where you're going.
'Cause I've been waiting here, far too long.
So wake me up.
After everything destroys you, will you fight?
Will you stand? Stand up, right now, right now!