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For all the people that don't know me
It's been a few years, few rights, many wrongs
Scraping from the bottom
Couldn't count how many things I've lost
And I'll be drinking till the sun comes up
Married to a game that got me all fucked up
I play a game I may never win
Take your chances listen in
Praying for some dividends
And you can say that you bleed just like me
We're not the same and we will never be
I've got this music in my blood
Two hits to the vein
One straight to the Artery
If you don't like me that's to bad for you
This is what I have to do
Got here on my own and that's the damn truth
If you don't fuck with me then walk away
I don't need you anyway
You ain't do shit in the first place
Start from the top of the story
For all the people that don't know me
Been stressed, depressed and suicidal at best
Still I do the fucking thing like this is all that's left
I've been waiting
Sometimes it feels like this is
Caving in on me
Crumbles down and brings to my knees
Fuck that
I've got to get up and move
Wake up
Sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose
Nobody likes it when you tell the truth
Secrets don't make friends
6 years with the same bitch
Dealing with the same shit
Daddy wasn't there so he's to blame this on
This feeling got me gone
I ain't going to stop until they put me on
Tryna take what I've got
But you can never stop me on my way to the top
So go ahead and call me evil
Serve it up like it's illegal
You been trying hard but still can never fill my spot
You can't say nothing about me that I don't know
Still I'll never give a damn
Gotchu in you in your feelings fam
You should grow the fuck up and just let the past go
Focus on your own career and maybe you'll grow
I've been waiting
Sometimes it feels like this is
Caving in on me
Crumbles down and brings to my knees
Fuck that
I've got to get up and move
Wake up
Sometimes it feels like I've got so much left to lose
Nobody likes it when you tell the truth
So take a step back, take a breath
Let this all fall from your chest
'Cause I'll say what I mean even if it sounds mean
At the end of the day I know I'll still be me
So was is it you wanna talk about?
Is it more shit that I can do without
Just another fake person tryna steal some "clout"
So you can turn your back and run your mouth
I don't wanna deal with it
I don't have the time
Save your shit for someone who can throw you a life line
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
Waiting for my time