She only wants it if it costs a lot
She's tryna turn me into someone I'm not
She's always saying how she could do way better
I'm only trying to connect the dots (the dots)
She only calls me when she's all alone
She says the things I wanted all along
She offers things that she can't possibly provide
Her love is only skin deep, deep between her thighs
Now, I've been trying to exist
Find myself a little bit
I can dig myself a ditch
Rest my heart inside of it
I could be somebody else
I would put myself through hell
I would do it for you, if you will
Stay, I swear I'll never be the same
Maybe I can change, maybe I can change
Stay, I swear I'll never walk away
Maybe I can change
Forgive me for my mistakes
She tells me, I'm not healthy for her now, but
She's only happy when I come around
She says I'm evil and my jokes are too offensive
She's been trying not to smile
I know she loves me, did I mention that?
I know she's liking through my Instagram
I watch her stories and I start to laugh
I'm growing tired of the games that we play
She knows, I'm the one even if we won't say it now
Now, I've been trying to exist
Find myself a little bit (find myself a little bit)
I can dig myself a ditch
Rest my heart inside of it (rest my heart inside of it)
I could be somebody else
I would put myself through hell
I would do it for you, if you will, ooh-ooh
Stay, I swear I'll never be the same
Maybe I can change
Maybe I can change (maybe I can)
Stay, I swear I'll never walk away
Maybe I can change
Forgive me for my mistakes
(Forgive me for my mistakes)
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I've become so asphyxiated
Tryna hide the truth, but we won't ever make it
I'm not good for you, I know that you're not good for me
Hanging by my life for you, but you become my shield
Stay, I swear I'll never be the same
Maybe I can change, maybe I can change (maybe I can)
Stay, I swear I'll never walk away
Maybe I can change
Forgive me for my mistakes
Stay, I swear I'll never be the same
I don't think that I could ever change
Forgive me for my mistakes
Forgive me for my mistakes