I never wanted this, it played with my mind
The aftermath remains
I'm losing it, I'm losing all control
I feel the poison running through my bones
The weight of words engraved forever
Check, check, motherfucker, oh
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Light has gone, and it all began
A life spent dancing on the edge
Trying so hard to get lost again
For the void is all I know
Feeling like a ghost, I'm running in circles
Breaking these law seems impossible
It's like I'm already dead, but I'm dying to live
Yeah, I'm dying to live
It hurts me so bad
And all these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies
I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night
I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home
♪
The parasite is feeding of me
My lungs are burning
I can hear its voice at the back of my head
I don't even know where it all began
But it's getting closer to the end
The parasite is feeding of me
I've reached the bottom like a thousand times
I've never thought that I would cross the line
The void is all I know
The void is all I know
I never wanted this
It played with my mind
The aftermath remains
I'm losing all control
Self-made black hole
Black hole
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It hurts me so bad
All these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies
And I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night
I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home
It never felt like home
♪
It hurts me so bad
And all these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies
And I don't think I want this anymore
It calls me all night
I know it's all my fault
It never felt like home
It never felt like home
All these words alone
Are nothing but my own lies
And I don't think I want this anymore