I grind my teeth in my sleep, pulling at the seams Unravelling; the outsides all turn in It's not constant, I have this conscience full of promise Full of strength that lends itself to being far too honest And I always think, I always think I'm just letting it in Not doing enough to rough it out and stop the poisoning We stare into mirrors We search for forgiveness Places full of dread, how did these get in my head? We stare into mirrors I spend so long pondering, conjuring these paintings burning bright onto my brain I'm trapped in some slow-moving carriage, the walls adorned with my own mistakes I am regret and it reflects in ink, all these things I always overthink The surface gleams, I've no self esteem, the war always refracts from within We stare into mirrors We search for forgiveness Places full of dread, how did these get in my head? We stare into mirrors I look into the mirror and ask of me Why must I hate the self I see I look into the mirror and see a sea of doubt And know that I'm seeing the insides, out