Holding on to the promise, I'm okay Holding on to everything, I should stay I fight my words away until I am empty 'Cause who I am isn't who I thought I'd be Breaking the promises I made myself I'll never find a way out this shell Tell me the truth and I will pray For the abuse in me to stay Can I call a truce with my own head? How can you make this fighting end? Inside of me And it's everything I see I must drown the voice that makes The noise in this mind and the way it finds its way into my sights Am I lost? Am I a lost cause? What's the cost? I'm down to my last drop Holding on to the promise, on my own Holding on to every day, let mе go