Hands are wrapping around my neck, again A really tight grip I can't fight back, I can't They block my air, I can hardly breathe, in I am begging but they won't release, me Give me time to go uphill But right now, I'm on a treadmill Every move is a setback All I try is a misstep Oh Lord, I have wasted Too much time with this hatred I'm really losing my patience I'm possessed by a Malphas I get pushed down to stay close to hell, and burn I feel so crushed, this is my farewell When I stand up, the ground turns to dust There's no support, I've given up Oh Lord, I have wasted Too much time with this hatred I'm really losing my patience It's been ruling me for ages Tell me who I could have been Without this chaos in my brain I'm really losing my patience I'm possessed by a Malphas You're possessed by a Malphas You're possessed by a Malphas Decay Brick by brick It takes all hope from me, me, me Give me time, to go uphill But right now, I'm on a treadmill All I try, leaves me hopeless Oh Lord, I have wasted Too much time with this hatred I'm really losing my patience It's been ruling me for ages Tell me who I could have been Without this chaos in my brain I'm really losing my patience I'm possessed by a Malphas I'm possessed by a Malphas I'm possessed by a Malphas Malphas I'm possessed by a Malphas