It never stops and I just want to make it out of here
These obstacles give me fear
This fogged up glass makes my future not so clear
I feel like I can't get anywhere
Even at the top I still feel so low
With friends I feel alone
Why? I don't know
I'm afraid I'll become a failure with everything in my life
Even though it's just fine I feel isolated even with the sunshine
All I see is hard rain and the cold nights
And I can't help it
I just deal with it alone so I don't feel selfish
Is this worth it? I don't know
Why do I keep beating myself up?
From the music and my education
Adding pressure, making my mind racing
I just want to make everyone proud
But all my doubts are knocking loud overpowering me
Don't take any risk it makes me more of a coward you see?
And I don't wanna let my parents down or my friends either
But sometimes I feel like I can't even get anything done
Procrastinating nonstop
Digging an even deeper hole
And with every moment and action I screw myself even more
Overthinking got me fucked up
Why do I gotta function like this?
Every day it is always me fighting
Trying
It never stops and I just want to make it out of here
These obstacles give me fear
This fogged up glass makes my future not so clear
I feel like I can't get anywhere
Even at the top I still feel so low
With friends I feel alone
Why? I don't know
Why? I don't know
Even at the top I still feel so low
With friends I feel alone
Why? I don't know