And I don't wanna go back the way I came from
But I've been down this road too many times
Guess I got no choice but to keep going
Yea I'll get to it, just give me some time
I had enough
My mental state has gotten rough
I am tired of this madness in my brain
Don't wanna stay
I'm done with the stupid games you play
Yeah I had enough
Yea I'm tired of the days turning out like this
I've been through it all before, so what's another one again
But the only difference is the money coming in
When will this shit ever end
And I can drop a bag on some dumb shit I don't like
But when I'm in my bag I'm gone for the whole night
Yea it don't change how I'm feeling on the inside
Why don't I feel alive yea yea
Cause all the money I've made never changed a thing
From the pain in my brain to the way I hate
Whenever people try to make decisions for me
Like do you really know the best that's for me
I haven't been honest
I'm taking too much I feel like imma vomit
Can't calm myself down
No matter where I get, I still frown
It hides from the surface, I wish I could burn it
And turn it to ashes, move on from the past and
Get rid of this sadness, but no matter what
This road is tough, I gotta grow a pair and keep it up
I don't know where to go from here
Doubt I will escape my fears
Falling slowly into the deep abyss
Where my demons live
I may be in hell, but this isn't something new
This world's too cruel for me anyway
(Cruel to me)
I just want to see
The peace I've always seeked
And I don't wanna go back the way I came from
But I've been down this road too many times
Guess I got no choice but to keep going
Yea I'll get to it, just give me some time
I had enough
My mental state has gotten rough
I am tired of this madness in my brain
Don't wanna stay
I'm done with the stupid games you play
Yeah I had enough