Yeah
Why can't I see you just one more time
The last time I had tears running down my eyes
I've been running back home in the back of my mind
Almost made it home I wish you had more time
Looking at the pictures that you left behind
Staring at the ceiling cuz I'm just not fine
I've been through hell and back but where is it to compensate
I'll never see you again I think I'm 'boutta to break
My future was ruined at nine years old
Taken from my mother this world is cold
I don't even know if I can even take it
Pre depression was the only time I never wasted
Playing on the playground with no worries
Hanging with my brothers man it was a journey
If I could experience my life again I'd take it in a hurry
In a hurry
Present time my eyes are getting blurry
Contemplating life cuz all I ever do is worry
Asking myself if god is real
I'm not seeing any mercy
Any mercy
Why can't I see you just one more time
The last time I had tears running down my eyes
I've been running back home in the back of my mind
Almost made it home I wish you had more time
Looking at the pictures that you left behind
Staring at the ceiling cuz I'm just not fine
I've been through hell and back but where is it to compensate
I'll never see you again I think I'm 'boutta to break
I'm just hoping that you're fine
I've been working on myself cuz I have faith that there's a sign
All I see is you when I look up into the sky
And I promise you I'll really help the stars align