I've been thinking I need some help
But the voices inside my head say I'm fine
Therapy is bullshit so I speak my mind
To the voices they intertwine
I've been running out of breath these last couple years
Happy death day is coming drop my final tear
As I bite the blade and watch my blood smear
Should I say goodbye what's the point here?
Do I have a chance to show myself
Among the great and underwealth
Don't think so I've been overwhelmed
With all these stories I can't tell
Should I say goodbye
Or mentally drain myself out of the sky
Should I get high to push the pain and worry out my life
Or should I fight and never give in to despite
I'm in a dark place and have no help
I'm on a long haul I'm by myself
Inside my mind I propel myself to a better place
To the green grass in a cooling shade
Where the time and life is so delayed
Into solitude no one can invade
I wish I could stay there but
Everyday I wake up feeling delusional out of my mind
And now I realize that nothing can save me from the fact of actual time
Only the voices can comfort me when I'm alone but I try and I try
All I see is red
It's stained in my eyes
I swear there's no blue in the sky
Yeah
I've been thinking I need some help
But the voices inside my head say I'm fine
Therapy is bullshit so I speak my mind
To the voices they intertwine
I've been running out of breath these last couple years
Happy death day is coming drop my final tear
As I bite the blade and watch my blood smear
Should I say goodbye what's the point here?