God you fill my mind
And I can't figure out
What I'm doing here
What I'm doing here
Every thought in my mind
It always leads to you
I swear I'm fucking numb
I swear I'm fucking numb
I have no one to relate to
Losing my mind just find out if it is true
Only in my room I can figure how to get loose
Social anxiety brings me down today too
Daydreams of things that are impossible
They would never notice me I am improbable
The only thing that keeps me from eternal rest
Is all this burning in my chest
Ace the test I am unstoppable
Sometimes I wish that I would never wake up
Internal bleeding all my life and it won't ever change up
Surrounded by my enemies always including myself
Deep in my mind is the location of the place you call hell yeah
God you fill my mind
And I can't figure out
What I'm doing here
What I'm doing here
Every thought in my mind
It always leads to you
I swear I'm fucking numb
I swear I'm fucking numb
All the droplets of blood
Fill the bedroom and flood
Never ever beloved
Always kicked in the mud
Angel in my plans and the devil on my shoulder
Shaky fucking hands
Always fucking up the sculpture
Will I die today do I plan on being older?
Laying on the pavement screaming fuck it this is over
Dripping of blood
Running down fingertips
Deepen the cut
Never enough
Encaged in a cycle no need to discuss
Dripping of blood
Running down fingertips
Deepen the cut
Never enough
Encaged in a cycle no need to discuss
God you fill my mind
And I can't figure out
What I'm doing here
What I'm doing here
Every thought in my mind
It always leads to you
I swear I'm fucking numb
I swear I'm fucking numb
Sometimes I wish that I would never wake up
Internal bleeding all my life and it won't ever change up
Surrounded by my enemies always including myself
Deep in my mind is the location of the place you call hell yeah