Party with anxiety and smoking with the attitude Depressive thoughts of mind but it don't matter when I'm drinking juice Losing self esteem but it's ok when it's just me and you Float into the sunset burning up when I just think of you Sunshine wish I could believe it Always trapped inside my room recording hits to make my dreams come true Losing sleep tonight been thinking 'bout the things I lose Thoughts of suicide but shrug 'em off and think of you So fucked up but I'm still standing So damn drunk to ease my landing At my lowest I'm still dancing Won't give up 'til I come crashing All this pain has been with me like my whole life Slowly dancing with the devil every single night Can't find my soul been so empty I can't even cry The only feeling I have is when I'm fucking high Party with anxiety and smoking with the attitude Depressive thoughts of mind but it don't matter when I'm drinking juice Losing self esteem but it's ok when it's just me and you Float into the sunset burning up when I just think of you Party with anxiety and smoking with the attitude Depressive thoughts of mind but it don't matter when I'm drinking juice Losing self esteem but it's ok when it's just me and you Float into the sunset burning up when I just think of you