Different man
Different person making up the plan
Who am I
Don't feel I'm in control of my own life
What is this
I only fall further in the abyss
Of endlessness
So I'm penning this
As a final goodbye all my friends as
I don't know if I'll be back
Write and stamp another track
Heard yall asking where he at
Never left so that's my bad
Needed time to hear myself
Never wanted any help
Stargirl got me on the ropes
Both of em be taking notes
Never ever thought I'd do this
Sign my soul away and watch it go to ruins
Life like a sick joke
I don't know how to cope
Funny how I need your help
All you do is disappear
But when you gon need my help
Upset that I ain't right here
Grab the bourbon off the shelf
Down the bottle make it clear
Swear to God can't stand myself
Drown my liver in the beer
Try my best in every way
Guess it just ain't good enough
Every night turns to new days
You gon always call my bluff
Take the gun outa the safe
Grip it turn the safety off
I can't cope another day
Thinking about logging off
I don't know if I could do it though
I don't wanna die I just don't know where to go
Oh
I said to just be here now
But I couldn't escape the drought
Can't take advice that comes out of my mouth
I know just how I feel
But to others I'm too emotional cause they can't understand
That I understand myself that I know just who I am
I just can't overcome my shortcomings and that's something I can't stand
Never ever thought I'd do this
Sign my soul away and watch it go to ruins
Life like a sick joke
I don't know how to cope
Funny how I need your help
All you do is disappear
But when you gonna need my help
Upset that I ain't right here
Grab the bourbon off the shelf
Down the bottle make it clear
Swear to God can't stand myself
Drown my liver in the beer
Try my best in every way
Guess it just ain't good enough
Every night turns to new days
You gonna always call my bluff
Take the gun outa the safe
Grip it turn the safety off
I can't cope another day
Thinking about logging off