Always got you talking but you don't say shit
Say you need me here but you hate that bitch
And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids
And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit
Through the Apex
Stuck in playback
Won't replay that
Won't entertain it
Through the Apex
Stuck in playback
Won't replay that
Won't entertain it
No, no, no
I could go if you want if you need it
On my own cause the past un redeeming
Every night dream I'm up in the sky
And I don't know why
And I don't know why
You could tell me everything I ever wanna hear
Always been the one to go and hold back all my tears
Always kept a secret list of every single fear
But you at the top
And I don't know when I will drop
When the new starts to feel like the same
(Like the same)
Thats when Lucitor invading in my brain
(In my brain)
When they change for the worse in my eyes
That's when I will wake up from the lies
Always got you talking but you don't say shit
Say you need me here but you hate that bitch
And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids
And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit
Through the Apex
Stuck in playback
Won't replay that
Won't entertain it
Through the Apex
Stuck in playback
Won't replay that
Won't entertain it
No, no, no
This paranoia inside my head
(Paranoid)
I don't think I'll ever get a rest
(It won't end)
I feel like everyone hates me
Who the fuck could I even trust
It always starts with a little bit of that talk
Then it turns into jealousy and then your friend becomes a memory
I'm seen as an enemy I'm taking ketamine they're dead to me
Too many times I've been left out in the rain
All these betrayals it's driving me insane
Numbers keep getting smaller and smaller
I got no one left to lose
Always got you talking but you don't say shit
Say you need me here but you hate that bitch
And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids
And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit
Through the Apex
Stuck in playback
Won't replay that
Won't entertain it
Through the Apex
Stuck in playback
Won't replay that
Won't entertain it
No, no, no
Ooo
(Aaa)