On a downward spiral
But at least it'll make smile
Maybe then at least once I'd be worth your while
Keep me on the payroll send me out to different aisles
To burn my miles
You got me questioning again
Was this all for fucking nothing? Is there a chance that we stay friends?
I pray to God every night for a sign but he ain't hear my amens
And then I pretend
That I know what I'm doing but I ain't got no pretense
Don't you ever try to go and pull some bullshit
I got too many mother fuckers think they full of shit
My life ain't ever on some dull shit
I got the ops spinning 90 on the 206
I might hit a burnout on the projects
Then I turn to you for guidance cause you honest
But I ain't seen you here
And I'm low on the beer
Can't control where I steer
Imma crash
Yea drunk driving, caught, needed bail cause I'm strapped on cash
Drunk texts sent 11:11 wish you'd hit me back
Even after every time you left my ass
I still need you here to tell me that it ain't that bad
God damn you pink, you want the blond, you want the brown
Ever since I met you everything turned upside down
Sometimes for the better I found my footing on this ground
Sometimes for the worse on a free fall don't let me drown
You want to be here now?
Fuck it, Imma scrap that sound
Got me questioning the crowd
I'm with when we hitting up the town
Like did Ryan really care when I told him what I'm thinking?
Or does Joe really still believe I got problem drinking?
Well sure, yea he should, I don't want to glorify it
But the delta doing nothing, and teas got me highest
And I doubt that they care when I'm spilling out my heart
Lyrics ain't mean shit they just want the beat hard
Maybe then they vibe and finally listen to me
Or now that I got the new name and a new discography
I could run it back change these lyrics for you and me
But then it wouldn't be honest, and it would break the artistry
And they say the best art comes from pain (Yea, it comes from pain)
Let it run wild, don't treat it, it can't be tamed (Not tamed)
I made my best songs since you ain't say my name
But these bottled-up emotions going to make me insane
Don't you ever try to go and pull some bullshit
I got too many mother fuckers think they full of shit
My life ain't ever on some dull shit
I got the ops spinning 90 on the 206
I might hit a burnout on the projects
Then I turn to you for guidance cause you honest
But I ain't seen you here
And I'm low on the beer
Can't control where I steer
Imma crash
Yeah, I didn't land so great
Feel like someone like me is just out of place
Some say
It is never too late, I'll say
Yeah, my doubts haven't been set straight okay
I be lacking confidence
The problem is you don't want to get back up
Say that's it and you want to give up
I'm sick of doubts that come out my mouth
I have to take a turn and go straight through the optimal route (Woo)
But you keep hesitating
Think we should keep waiting
As time goes flowing on by man my hope just keeps fading
Just saying that this whole pandemic got me fucked up
Now I'm in the process where my mind's stuck
You think I got nothing to live for
"I'm a lost cause" yeah? Well, that's bullshit
You stay on the passenger and Imma steer this
Get us back on track
Imma put us on the map, bitch
You can stop me all you want now
I'll just focus on getting the crown
You better bow down to me
Cause motherfucker, Imma succeed
I got to do it for the fam
Get my head out of the sand
I know that you're afraid so please
Grab my hand and we can be set free