I am letting go
Of all that no longer serves me
And opening up to new possibilities
I can't wait to start again
Enter the unknown for the future and to reconnect with friends
Who knows? Maybe I could sign the contract with my pen
Go on tour and meet some fans
I don't need to be reborn again
Couldn't hide it
I admit it
I ain't like your sister with the lying
Can't be like Cole when I spit it
I just try to be my best, but I can't tell if that's enough
I guess I let these girls ruin my life
On a quest for love
For acceptance
I let that dictate me too long like "Lord give me repentance"
So many times I could end it
But I didn't
Not after you led me on for the first time
Or the worst time
Or when you said that you liked me too but we was part time
I started calling you Mittens
I go home every damn night thinking I failed my mission
Cause I ain't hear you say you love me
And I still put you above me
And my thoughts got dark and ugly
I needed a scenery change
Yea
So I switched it up
Went out to the bar every night with my friends, don't mix it up
I ain't cheat on you like you did to me
I knew it was your friend that ain't a mystery
Had me sitting in my room by my lonesome
Doubting every time you said you loved me knowing
What I know now
Feel like I'm in a ghost town
I started realizing I was lonely
Like where the fuck are my homies?
I ain't got no one who knows me
Started to lose it real slowly
I just needed someone to show me
I could get over this only
If I learned I didn't need you so that I could move on
I had an idea and it all started with a song
I heard that Three dialed Eight
Just to set up a date
Eight dialed Three
And she said she agreed
Three dialed back but her voice wasn't there
And the seasons started changing so did the scenery where
Three was sitting
He made it his personal mission
To make it without anyone to hold him back
No friends to stop all his tracks
No friend to tell him that his sounds were sounding wack
No family to take his stacks
Utterly alone Three done went into his zone
Blocked out everyone and everything that wasn't his phone
Penning verse ten hours a day
It became all work with no play
Realizing people switching sides with nothing to say
How could the showrunner
Get cold under
These circumstances and push people away
And not give 'em second chances?
Is this the kid growing up and becoming a man?
Is this the result of a relationship not working?
Gaslit it's his fault
CG got to right these wrongs
JG got to write these wrongs
JG back to work to right these wrongs
Greenfield needs familiarity to make some songs
Cause when the light rain coming down and shifting all motivation is gone
Nothing good will last forever
That's why we're so good together
Don't think I can find no better
Cause we argue and fight, then we make up and fuck
No problems ever get solved and I know I'm not enough
For anyone but you, at least that's what you tell me
This is all I ever knew that's what you'd sell me
Thinking back, I'd say that's true
I can't remember who I was before you
At least I'd know what to expect
Shit, we already know the rest
This ain't the first time I tried to leave you on the set
But I'm scared of the unknown
So at least when I work for you I know the whole zone
Thought my life would be like a Disney cartoon
In the end, I'd be happy get what I want and improve
But I realize my life ain't like a movie and I'm stuck in the room
I got work in the morning, so I guess I'll see you soon
And so
After all the cheating and gaslighting
The inconsistency and unsupportiveness
The unwillingness to listen and all of his overthinking
Jack Greenfield quit his job
But Three realized he wasn't anything without it
He went crawling back to Eight
And begged for his job back at Mittens
And so
The toxic relationship began again
And that's when he heard