I see your end and its coming fast
Fear the blade when I feel so torturous. murderous
I deny
I defy your life through suffering
I'm caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile
But inside I hate the same
Think I'll disappear for a while
When I come back I'll show you a different face
Lost between delusion and denial
Abandoned left to find my way
Im caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile
But inside I hate the same
I feel your fear and it fills the hole
Deep inside where the hatred grows
Deceiver. Life taker. Predator. in the dark
I'm caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile
But inside I hate the same
Think I'll disappear for a while
When I come back I'll show you a different face
Lost between delusion and denial
Abandoned left to find my way
I'm caught choosing sides between a knife and a smile
But inside I hate the same
Lashing out
On you in spite of the change that you witness
Tranquility, it never lasts
Lashing out
On you in spite of the plea for forgiveness
None shall be had
None shall be had
Step into my shrine of pain and look upon the masks ive made
Each one torn
Off the faces of the innocent and sane
Taking victims at random in hopes to one day replace
The fractures in my mind that lead to dismay
Step into my shrine of pain
And look upon the masks I've made
Each one torn off the faces of the sane
Taking victims at random
In hopes to one day replace the fractures in my mind
That lead me to dismay