I'm never happy but I'm grateful My friends say no need to be hateful To yourself, but what do they know Gotta pluck some leaves for the plant to grow Oh what have I done to me Conquered my mind piece by piece I know I won't admit it when I'm low Free my mind, slave to my own ego When my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness When my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness I'm mindful, mind is full of shit So deep in, can't get out of it Don't know if I live in contentment Or unaware that I'm complacent But when my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness When my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness Don't know if I live in contentment Or unaware that I'm complacent I'm never happy but I'm grateful I'm never happy but I'm grateful Don't know if I live in contentment Or unaware that I'm complacent I'm never happy but I'm grateful I'm never happy but I'm grateful When my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness Yeah, when my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness When my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness Yeah, when my tears touch the ground They turn into gold If money buys me happiness I'll monetize on my sadness Tears touch the ground, they turn into gold Tears touch the ground, they turn into gold Tears touch the ground, they turn into gold Into gold