Would it be bad If I don't let you know me? I'm just giving up I'm just giving up You keep talking in circles Just trying to hurt me And I'm just giving up I'm just giving up And even with all my lines memorized I still capsize in front of you Just like you always want me to But honestly, the way you broke me Still deserves some stupid trophy And I'm still counting the time I lost Screaming at you to disappear You're winning heartbreak of the year Just fake forever That you feel like you own me Tell you it's enough I'm still giving up Even with all my lines memorized I still capsize in front of you Just like you always want me to But honestly, the way you broke me Still deserves some stupid trophy And I'm still counting the time I lost Screaming at you to disappear You're winning heartbreak of the year I'll be, I'll be better soon I'll be, I'll be better soon I'll be, I'll be better soon Soon as I forget about you I'll be, I'll be better soon I'll be, I'll be better soon I'll be, I'll be better soon Soon as I forget about you 'Cause honestly, the way you broke me Still deserves some stupid trophy And I'm still counting the time I lost Screaming at you to disappear You're winning heartbreak of the year