I will not be judged I know I'm self destructive Temptation surrounds me And I can't rise above the blacken water Is slowly rising And the captain is going down with his ship The waves keep crashing in And I'm prepared for my sleep Temptation surrounds me I've gotta move toward decisive actions Must be taken To convince this sanctioned volidation And now I'm drowning on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love, this is love No this is me Can't even get a dream Yes I'm dying in a dream This is all so overwhelming This is me Can't even get a dream With my head under the water I am left with no reflection I can't believe I'm self destructing At least I'll leave I'll chart this coarse The water is slowly rising and the captain is going down with his ship And now I'm dying on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love, this is love No this is me Can't even get a dream, yes I'm dying in a dream This is all so overwhelming This is me Can't even get a drink With my head under the water I am left with no direction at all And now I'm drowning on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love, no this is you I can't believe I'm self destructing At least I'll leave, I'll chart this coarse The water is slowly rising And the captain is going down with his ship Abandon ship