And there's this empty space where you once were There's so much room left in my head And I try hard not to let it show But it's so hard living when you're dead Have you ever grieved for what's not truly gone Trying to pin joy up like a moth How disappointing it is to wake up I'm not dead no I'm not dead I don't know how I'm supposed to feel I wish I felt something more And I don't need you all to coddle me I'm fine and nothing more They ask how is he, how are you? Not great, not great Oh Beth dear, a vision of strength Thanks, I want to die as of late Have you ever grieved for what's not truly gone Trying to pin joy up like a moth How disappointing it is to wake up I'm not dead no I'm not dead I don't know how I'm supposed to feel I wish I felt something more And I don't need you all to coddle me I'm fine and nothing more I'm forgetting Your face, your voice I'm missing Your face, your voice Have you ever grieved for what's not truly gone? Trying to pin joy up like a moth How disappointing it is to wake up I'm not dead no I'm not dead And I don't know how I'm supposed to feel I wish I felt something more And I don't need you all to coddle me I'm fine and nothing more I'm fine and nothing more I'm fine