Came from the mud
Not much to offer
Couldn't even focus on school
I wondered when I'll see my momma
Used to move a lot, never sat in a spotlight
Got bullied a lot, now they want in my spot, yeah
Lost a few friends, on the way
From Germany, to Spain
I used to be depressed, yeah
Always had to make new friends
And what you said that night changed me
Had to move forward and take care of me
You said you felt so alive, you were dead to me
Asked me to be there for momma cause' you couldn't be
And what you said that night changed me
Had to move forward and take care of me
You said you felt so alive, you were dead to me
Asked me to be there for momma cause' you couldn't be
Father passed away when I was sixteen
Two days later I turned seventeen
I tried to sleep, my father showed up in my dream
But it was all just a dream yeah
It's late AM and I've been cryin'
It's been seven years now times flyin'
I saw you in the shape of a light beam
But it was all just a dream yeah
That night, I remember it so vividly
Everybody was asleep, except you and me
I was walking down the stairs, but I couldn't see
The only light was where you were supposed to be
And what you said that night changed me
Had to move forward and take care of me
You said you felt so alive, you were dead to me
Asked me to be there for momma cause' you couldn't be
And what you said that night changed me
Had to move forward and take care of me
You said you felt so alive, you were dead to me
Asked me to be there for momma cause' you couldn't be
Yeah, yeah, and she lie straight to my eyes (To my eyes)
Momma left the house without sayin' goodbye
I was just eleven, but I understood why (Why)
How you leave your family behind for another guy?
You give me trust issues (I got trust issues, ohhh)
No one I can trust, cause' you (No one I can trust)
So I closed up, made a world up, filled with dreams
Purple soda, got me zoned out
All these people always talkin'
They don't know me
I grew up 'round some demons
Always feeling lonely
And what you said that night changed me
Had to move forward and take care of me
You said you felt so alive, you were dead to me
Asked me to be there for momma cause' you couldn't be
And what you said that night changed me
Had to move forward and take care of me
You said you felt so alive, you were dead to me
Asked me to be there for momma cause' you couldn't be