Some days I'm so alone
That my only friends are fucking ghosts
Glad to see I'm not above learning the same thing twice
Lost my mind
This happens all the time
And I swear I didn't mean to push you away
Why can't you understand I live in shades of gray?
The cold stops the aching
Explains all the shaking
Excuses the distance
That I've put between us
Ask me if I'm alright
I'll lie and say, "Just fine"
Can't show you the cracks forming inside my fault lines
So, I'll lie to myself about it
Try to trick myself out of
Drowning in these tragic thoughts floating around my brain
I'm painting pictures rosy to try to tint the pain
Sometimes I feel so lost
It's like I'm living, but at what cost?
The cold stops the aching
Explains all the shaking
Excuses the distance
That I've put between us
Ask me if I'm alright
I'll lie and say, "Just fine"
Can't show you the cracks forming inside my fault lines
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Ask me if
Ask me if
(I'm alright)
(I'm alright)
I'll lie and
I'll lie and
(Say I'm just)
(Say I'm just)
(Fine)
The cold stops the aching
Explains all the shaking
Excuses the distance
That I've put between us
Ask me if I'm alright (I'm alright)
I'll lie and say "Just fine" (I'm just fine)
Can't show you the cracks forming inside my fault lines (my fault lines)